dinner was good last night.
but if you remember this, well...she brought the baby last night - which i knew would happen.
she's absolutely beautiful.
Husband even held her. the baby started fussing a little and he just started singing so softly to her.
i lost it. crying at your own party is a real buzz kill.
ended up in the bathroom for about ten minutes, trying to pull it together.
i can't stand it. just when i think i can move on, i end up right back at the bottom of the pit of emotion.
happier posts later, i promise.
5 comments:
(((Hugs))) to you my friend.
Oh Valerie, I'm so sorry Hon. I had no idea as I have just begun reading your blog. You are entitled to cry, be envious and be jealous...those are human emotions and you are entitled to them. Do not apologize!
Oh, Valerie, I hate to hear that. I'm just so, so sorry. (I know it isn't my fault, but I can still feel sorry, can't I?)
And you get to post as many sad posts as you need. It's your blog, dagnabbit.
Oh man Valerie. I am so sorry. This was not what I wanted for you on YOUR week. Never feel you have to apologize for anything lady! Never. I have so been there and it is a bitch.
I wish I could say something to take all of the pain away. I can only offer hugs via computer and my chubby shoulders to cry on.
Do something good for yourself this weekend. Go dancing with a lobster. I can see if I can rescue one for you.
Dang but I am sorry for this crap. It sucks sometimes doesn't it?
Love and hugs,
Sue
(((((Valerie)))))
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