dinner was good last night.
but if you remember this, well...she brought the baby last night - which i knew would happen.
she's absolutely beautiful.
Husband even held her. the baby started fussing a little and he just started singing so softly to her.
i lost it. crying at your own party is a real buzz kill.
ended up in the bathroom for about ten minutes, trying to pull it together.
i can't stand it. just when i think i can move on, i end up right back at the bottom of the pit of emotion.
happier posts later, i promise.