Jun 1, 2007

about last night...

dinner was good last night.

but if you remember this, well...she brought the baby last night - which i knew would happen.

she's absolutely beautiful.

Husband even held her. the baby started fussing a little and he just started singing so softly to her.

i lost it. crying at your own party is a real buzz kill.

ended up in the bathroom for about ten minutes, trying to pull it together.

i can't stand it. just when i think i can move on, i end up right back at the bottom of the pit of emotion.

happier posts later, i promise.

5 comments:

doodlebugmom said...

(((Hugs))) to you my friend.

skrpndiva said...

Oh Valerie, I'm so sorry Hon. I had no idea as I have just begun reading your blog. You are entitled to cry, be envious and be jealous...those are human emotions and you are entitled to them. Do not apologize!

Melissa said...

Oh, Valerie, I hate to hear that. I'm just so, so sorry. (I know it isn't my fault, but I can still feel sorry, can't I?)

And you get to post as many sad posts as you need. It's your blog, dagnabbit.

Susie Q said...

Oh man Valerie. I am so sorry. This was not what I wanted for you on YOUR week. Never feel you have to apologize for anything lady! Never. I have so been there and it is a bitch.
I wish I could say something to take all of the pain away. I can only offer hugs via computer and my chubby shoulders to cry on.

Do something good for yourself this weekend. Go dancing with a lobster. I can see if I can rescue one for you.

Dang but I am sorry for this crap. It sucks sometimes doesn't it?

Love and hugs,
Sue

Becky said...

(((((Valerie)))))