3 THINGS I DO DAILY…
1. shower & wash hair
2. perfume & deodorant
3. check that the zipper is up
2 THINGS I AM TRYING TO ACHIEVE RIGHT NOW…
1. reconcile to not being a mom
2. nirvana. naaaaah, not really. but balance would be good.
1 THING I AM TRYING TO CHANGE…
1. lately my attitude sucky-suck-sucks.
yeah, that's a good one.
this whole week has been, how should i say it...stressful? angry? pissy?
is there such a thing as post pms? 'cuz if there is, i'm confident i've got it. in bucketloads.
i don't know how it happened. how i got so cranky...so angry.
once i thought it was connected to the whole infertility thing...and it still could be.
a therapist told me i had grief issues dealing with infertility. but all the talking didn't seem to make a difference in how i felt.
i don't like issues.
i don't like being angry.
i don't know how to fix it.
and i know i really can't - it's not up to me.
and that frustrates me even more.