did i ever tell you about this?
i made this clock for her Christmas gift.
that was in, oh....let's see...December.
i have not received a note, nor a call nor even a psychic thought sent my way.
now i know she doesn't like me. her husband, however, is one of my best friends. when he saw this, he went nutty. as in "oh my gosh, i can't believe this, this is so amazing - thank you."
but you know, even with all that, you'd think i could at least get a thank you. even if she didn't mean it.
so why do i even try? because he is my friend. and i want to get along with her, as well as him. but apparently no matter what i do, or how well i do it, it's not ever, ever good enough.
i will always be a threat. i will always be viewed as suspect. and it's one of those things i never understood about women. why do we view other women as after our men?
is it a matter of trust? then, why marry them? why spend the time and effort in a relationship if you don't trust them.
i.don't.get.it. and never will.
but no matter what i do, she will never like me. and that bothers me. not because i think i'm all that and everyone should love me.
but at least i'm trying. couldn't she?